"And the sting of death is swallowed up in Christ..."

Today has been an emotional day. I was able to get work off to go to the funeral of Celeste Poll. I moved into her ward when we were both starting young women's so we spent our teenage years together you could say. She was also into music so we did some things with BHS symphony and tour.
I was nervous because I hadn't been to a funeral or viewing in a long time. I also didn't know how to handle my emotions. It's so strange that I have never really been one to cry at spiritual events or movie but ever since I had Spencer, I've been way more emotional. I was so lucky to be sitting by a good friend from orchestra days, Arielle. We both got emotional but it was neat to have a friend to share it with. She put her arm around me when I was having a more difficult moment. Thank you, Arielle, you'll never know how much that meant to me.
It  has been interesting sorting out my feelings. Although we were never the best of friends, we still shared moments together at girls camp, youth conference, etc. I remember at youth conference we all style the boy's boxers and hung them on the flag pole.
It's so strange to think we were the same age and to think someone at this age could die.
As we stood in line to give our condolences to the family, I kept thinking "that looks like Celeste, but I know it's not really her, her spirit is no longer in this body".
I questioned why this family had to deal with such a hardship. They are one of the most righteous families I know. I was reminded, however, that Heavenly Father will only give us what He knows we can handle.
As the funeral went on, it was reiterated over and over again that families are eternal and that because of the plan of salvation, we can live again. What a testimony builder it was for me.
One of my favorite parts was when the madrigals sang. She had been a madrigal and so they all sang a song that had been written by her. It was just so neat to see all the friends from high school who knew her and were there for support. I hope there are that many people at my funeral!
Anyway, I hope this hasn't been a drag. I just wanted to share my feelings and insights with you all.

You never really think about your mortality until something major happens. I never really thought anyone my age would have been gone so soon. A fellow classmate from Bingham passed away a few years ago in Ogden from a car accident.
Celeste Poll was in my ward when we moved in and was in YW with me and went to school with me as well. I just heard she passed away from a battle with cancer. I am so sad. Even those who you may have not gotten along with as well; you still don't want them to die. It just makes you think that even those who are young cannot escape death sometimes. Please say a prayer for their family.